Chosen path.

I just dont understand what you re trying to do. Why desert yourself from me? Im trying to be your friend but you? you asked me to be your close friend and now what? you think by doing this only you re hurt? so many people around you are concerned about you. They re even more hurt with things you re doing right now. Im not trying to avoid you instead im just giving you the time to think what you want to do. I tried talking to you but the way you talk is as if im bothering you. Im trying to be selfish to myself by not caring about you but i cant. I keep thinking bout you, seeing you like this makes me worried and wanna care more bout you. I really hope that our friendship wont be lost. I dont give a damn whether ill be with you or not , i just wanna be a friend of yours and i hope you dont desert yourself from me. I hope that you chose the right path. Sorry if im annoying you.