whatever makes you happy.

You think that i have so much time to steal your friends from you? Its just a part of life that im going through to make friends. you re just being so childish to delete people as friends. You think this is a computer game? you think about whatever you said and done to me. What are those promises for? Why promise when they are not going to even exist from the start? you know that promise is a big word. I feel really naive for putting on so much hope. Many times i ve tried to cheat myself from the truth people has been saying but i dont listen to them. What do i get in return? I took care of you, gone through so many shits and what do i get? A sentence saying that Its good that we re being apart. wth is wrong with you? did i said i didnt wanna be friends with you? I went there to talk things out and you walk away on me. I admit i was rude. But you should be thankful that i didnt use harsh words on you. you should know that. And what are you trying to say thanks for showing me your 'love' today what is that? you dont even love me from the start and you expect me to show you more love today? dont you think i should not show it? you want me to move on and you re trying to say like that. and you better stop putting words in my mouth. I never said you disgust me. I never said it sucked being with you. Did i ever say that? you thik about it la. please stop being immature. think about this. I ve never thought of losing a friend and you want that to happen. Stop thinking that you re right all the time. You made a mistake of deleting me and all. Im not being happy like that. instead it got me thinking why are you like that? why showing your true colours now? arent you just doing the same as what the girl before did to me? You said that you ll not leave me and you even stress on that point that you ll not leave me. But you left and now we cant even have a bond of friendship. I put you through my prayers begging god to let you have a better life. I expected all this to happen but not this fast and not in this harsh way. Friends has been telling me to back off for good but why dont i listen? why am i so naive? Why do you have to do all this? but why am i just angry and not being like you? why i cant just erase everything? why? I loved you so much but what do i get? not even a spec of dirt from you. What ever you did wasnt even really sincere. Since you feel what you do is right go ahead continue doing it. You re just making every part of me break even more. All you need are you guy friends right? already said that even this little expectation will not come and it really is true. Delete all you want. erase me from your life if you thinks thats good. To me that act you re doing is making me really sad. So what if cant workout as lovers? why cant we be friends? Understand whatever im trying to say. go on ahead doing what you feel you happy with.